Little.

It seems that I haven't blogged since early September! I can't believe it, so much has been going on. October was the month that changed our lives:

Two years ago, October, we found out that I was infertile and the journey up to now has been the most heartbreaking thing I've ever had to go through. I am so very thankful for my husband. He struggled as well, but was always the strong one for me, because I was so very weak, emotionally. I'm not saying that suddenly I'm all better, I do still have some very bad, emotional days. But, with God, I have gotten so much stronger.

This October we had not one, but TWO baby showers! It was so wonderful to be spoiled by people who love us. After opening the presents at both showers I broke down into tears. I am so thankful that we have gotten to this point in our lives, that a family will soon begin!

My Godmother and my Mother who threw me a shower at Gigi's Cupcakes!

Two of our wonderful friends, Katie & Jesse who threw us another shower with friends!

But most wonderfully, we got our first placement! A sweet boy that we have been calling "Little". Since he is a foster child I cannot post any pictures of him or information about him on any social media, which I completely understand. But, I must say that it makes me so sad, because I want to share him with the world, he's so wonderful. He is currently not an adoptable baby, so we are just loving him while we can. :)

Charles & I ask that you keep our hearts in your prayers. We don't know how long we will be blessed with Little, and we will, of course, be heartbroken when he has to go home. But, we are so blessed to have him in our lives for the time being.

- Tabitha